Only in Soap Operas
Sometimes I sit here and think about my life/our lives and wonder if we are just all part of a script for someone else's entertainment. Sure, it sounds like I'm being a drama queen, but the things that Liz and I go through sometimes feel like they only happen in soap operas. Life does seem a little more complicated than it has to be, most days. And on the days where things go perfectly well, I sit there and enjoy the simplicity of what I wish my life could always be; and what I know it will be at the end of all of this. Cancer is difficult. Insurance issues are difficult. Sleeping in hospital recliners is difficult. Not having enough money to fill all of her prescriptions is difficult. Checking the mail is difficult. Hell, I just opened another $3K bill today. I love the peace I feel when things are good, especially in our home and in my personal and business relationships... that's all I've ever wanted. I've put a lot of effort into making myself a bette